Study week, much?

Hey.  Am currently at home, steal some time for my family.  Loving the routine of having to send and fetch little brothers & sister to and from school.  Tired, still no progress in revising any subjects for the finals.

See the problem there?  People these days study just for the sake of facing quizzes, tests, or examination.
There is no intention or whatsoever to learn something new for use in the future:  work etc.  This occurs to me too, well all the time.

Believe me, I have no intention of pushing myself off the limits this semester.  I just couldn't bear distress moments every time.  Currently setting my perspective to some careered woman's with children.  I did my assignments while constantly calling my niece, 'Ain just so that she won't think that she's alone & won't cry.  HAHA.  It was tiring but hey, my mother did it all the time.  And about being a chauffeur?  My dad used to do that every day when it was my school time.  I'm really glad I can finally minimize their burden a little at least :)

Quoted this from Miss Nur Syazwani Halim, a BEL lecturer in UiTM Terengganu,

"Single is not a status..It is a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others.."

Right. I'm currently single now.  But does this statement implying that being in a relationship is when you have to depend on your significant other?  Well maybe I misunderstood this.  But hey, if this statement's true, then I'm not fit to remain single. 

Honestly, I've been telling everyone that I'm not good in juggling studies & love life.  As a matter of fact, yes, I'm really bad at it.  I broke up last April for the stupid reason of can't focus on my studies.  But I can't lie that I think about my ex(s) sometimes.  At least there's this one guy I kept thinking about, a guy whom had a perfect life now with his friends & perhaps a new girl :')  Call me worthless but that's the fact.  I am constantly worrying that I'll end up being a spinster with a high & powerful position in an international company.  HAHA.  Call me over-imaginative but this is just me

Will be back in Dungun next Sunday.
So yeah, I'll be banging my heads off on the table by then.
So don't be alarmed when you found out that I'm not around anymore ;)

I'm grabbing this opportunity to wish every UiTM students all the best in your finals!  Whatever you do, don't cheat.  You may be successful today but God knows what's going to happen to you in the future and hereafter ;D  It's your call.  Your life, your choice.



Ps.  Siapa yang post new status kat wall Facebook dia then jadi the first one to like status sendiri sangat pathetic!  Enough said.  Bye now

Kau . . . orang . . . serabut

Aku
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tak
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pemikiran
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Kita.

Iri hati,
penipu,
pilih bulu,
hasad dengki,
kedekut ilmu,
cepat melatah,
minda tertutup,
bermuka-muka,
bermuram durja,
menyebar fitnah,
bermasam muka,
pencetus konflik,
fikiran yang sempit,
semangat assabiah,
profesionalnya tiada,
tiada kualiti tersendiri,
bermusuh sesama saudara,
tidak boleh melihat kejayaan orang,
malas usaha tapi hasil nak berganda.


Oh sampai bila harus begini?
Diri takkan maju, masih kekal di sini.

Raya.

Syawal 2009.

 
Another Eid Fitr is coming.

I'm still wondering,
what is the meaning of Syawal?

All I know is that it definitely does not entirely revolves around the joy of collecting duit raya.  Not for me at least
It is such a shame for adults from my age range still have the idea of going to their friends' houses just to boost their duit raya amount.

Apologizing & Forgiving.  That's what Syawal for

We're grown ups, yeah we need money.  But we should at least respect this upcoming month~
It is the perfect time to apologize whole-heartedly & sincerely to each other, pray that we would not repeat the same mistakes ever again & turn over to a new leaf.
But, it does not mean that we shouldn't apologize during the other 11 months!

It is not all about duit raya.

Let's face it, we know that we didn't 'collect' enough 'pahala' during this entire Ramadhan.
So why bother for duit raya?
Shame on us.

Be thankful for whatever has been granted to us.
There are so many unfortunate people out there!
What we have today is way too good from what they could at least imagine.

Think about it.  And that's why we have been granted with great minds

Tarawih.

Do you have a friend who's willing to switch places with you without being asked during Tarawih just because you suddenly got rashes due to excessive sweating from lack of air ventilation at a mosque?

Well, I know I have one :)

<3 <3

That one with the flowery bag.

From left:  Uni, Dyana (me), Amal, Ainun.