Obstacle?

I'm currently happy & feel content with my life.
At home: with the family, a text messaging partner.

I have never prayed so much for my significant other to finally be shown to me,
for my heart beats along with his,
up until recently.

Just as soon as I've learned to forget,
trying to accept whoever has been chosen for me,
the memory comes alive again.

"Just keeping in touch", he says.

Reality IS scary.