English .

 
 
OH their English~!  Feels like screaming at top of my lungs at 3 in the morning.  Bulls.  Simply and obviously technocrat fools.  Learn before you act so big.

On time? What's that? Bull!

 

Kalau kau rasa tekanan kenal orang yang tak reti menepati masa, 

kau patut bercinta dengan boyfriend aku.

Boleh bunuh diri menunggu  (hiperbola).

  

 

By day ?

  
Nothing can prove how unhealthy and boring my life is other than the fact that I eat due to boredom & sleep 'cause I got (read:  WANT) nothing else better to do.

Well at least that's after I refused to mention about my mood swings & thinking what the heck, I got nothing to lose if I just tell anyway !

Ergh, this is boring !  And I can't stop myself from blaming the swings.  My throat hurt due to constant coughing I guess.  It's killing me even to swallow plain water.  Minor nose bleed occurred earlier this evening, really hates the smell of blood these days.  Not that I've always loved it before, but . . . you got me, don't ya?  Whatever.


Thought of starting a healthy diet but failed in every try.  I almost cried seeing my pictures 1 to 4 years back.  If I felt over sized back then, so what am I now?  A humongous monster?!  T_T

I had Nasi Beriyani + Ayam Madu from Restoran Khalifah for lunch today.  So I thought it should last until tomorrow (eheh, which I, myself doubt) & I'll just eat something light (read:  LESS CARB) for dinner.  That's only what I THOUGHT.  I got hungry by 10 p.m. & also was too bored & couldn't find something more beneficial of my interest to do.

So, I decided to eat by first, raiding the kitchen !

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I want you to know that I had the most sincere intention.  I reminded myself constantly of my target to lose some weight.  That's good right?  At least sincere & good intentions count.

However, my Sir Y messed up my mood for he couldn't leave early yet AGAIN from his office today.  Most likely would spend another one of his nights sleeping (read:  NAPPING) in his office, precisely only in his small workstation.  Not that he would come home to me anyway, but still, it would be nice to talk on the phone getting ready for bed at the same time.

Nevermind that.  All I am trying to say, my mood swung abruptly because of that.  Drama queen much?  Yeah, I know.  Teehee~  Went into the kitchen & found mum doing some cleaning.  She told me there are still a number of polystyrene of Nasi Beriyani left & just as you can tell, I ate it.

Not in full portion but yes, I ate it.

Not that I felt good about it but yes, I ate it.

Some time after 10, I ate high carb food & screwed my so-planned healthy diet.  It's not like I was THAT hungry !  If you know what I mean.  I was just feeling like eating something good, something to chew on just to pass the time.  Instead of spreading some mixed fruit jam on the bread, I chose to be fat & eat the Nasi Beriyani.  And no, I don't need anyone else to remind me how fat I got by day, I can tell that to my self.  How pathetic.

Nasi Beriyani with Ayam Madu & Sirap Cincau.

Apple for dessert. 

Please someone hire me with good pay !  Pleaseeee, I promise I'll work hard :(
I don't wanna rot obese-ly at home !  I wanna have some good office work related experiences.

I don't wanna be the lazy-ass, fat me ever again !  Please >.<


Ps.  I even wrote this entry due to boredom & planned its contents while I was having dinner with Home Alone 2 on.

Cramped.

 

You're giving me yet another massive mental torture, mister !

Thanks a lot.

Pfftt, emo shit.
Okay, this picture is so last year.  Trust me

To the hell with it !

Let's rope jumping a few more this evening, jyeaaah. 

Now that the picture uploading took forever, I don't wanna study Management of Computer Networks anymoreeeeee T_T

Pfft, sissy.

In HD!

Tak pernah emosi sebegini tengok bola sepak.
Adrenalin gila laju.
Baru aku tahu perasaan benci pada pengadil, HAHA -_-"


Oh I find guys with lack of English skills are turn-offs.

Kala Maghrib Azan Berkumandang

Anak menekan kekunci telefon bimbit:
02 November 2009, Isnin (07:07 malam)

"Mak! Org dining bodo! Yana order mi goreng tlur mata bgkus. Dh byr amek je x chck lak! Xde pn tlur.. Mst dia sngaje. Xbrkat la bisnes dia"

Balasan mesej:
02 November 2009, Isnin (07:13 malam)

"X baik camtu. Niat je sdkh utknye, awk dpt pahala. Kalau btul dia sngaja, tu antara dia dgn ALLAH. Bukan kita yg mnghisab. Rakib n 'atid ade. Salam"

Nasib baik mak aku bekap kau! Huh. Buduh
Terima kasih ibu.


Tiga kertas jatuh, dua lagi untuk pergi.

Biarlah ringkas....

Tadi aku keluar dengan sepupu, Shairah.
Seronok, aku tak tipu.



Keluar rumah dalam pukul 11 45 pagi.
Pulang beberapa minit sebelum azan Maghrib berkumandang~
Anak dara zaman sekarang memang semakin rosak >.<



Destinasi-destinasi kami adalah;
Shah Alam Mall,
Wisma MBSA,
Plaza Alam Sentral,
Khulafa 7 atas,
Depan rumah Zuheir,
Stesen KTM,
Quality Hotel.



OK. Aku nak cuba tulis ringkas, takut orang bosan
Tapi aku rasa tak mampu



Shah Alam Mall
- Shairah ambil hp baru sony E yang dia order semalam.
- Aku tau, dia memang kaya. Seringkali bertukar telefon bimbit.
- Pergi Reject Shop; dapat beli baju sendiri dan untuk 'Aisyah.
- Pusing-pusing.

ON THE WAY ke Plaza Alam Sentral
- Aku ternampak kertas kat cermin depan kena tahan dengan pengelap cermin tu.
- Aku jerit, sebab aku tahu itu mesti kertas saman.
- Berhenti kat traffic light aku keluar sebab tingkap kereta Shairah noob tak boleh bukak.
- Aku tengok, betul, saman.
- Hampa, sebab dua dua tak ingat kena bayar parking.
- Shairah membuat keputusan terus ke Wisma MBSA untuk membayar saman.

Wisma MBSA
- Shairah jalan lambat.
- Masa tu aku sedar hodoh gila cara dia jalan.
- Dia kata tengah kokak, saman 20 jadi aku kawtim 10.

Plaza Alam Sentral
- Makan.
- Pusing-pusing.
- Jumpa Rizlan & Mas. Pasangan comel
- Aku teruja Mas bagitahu dia letak OM pilihan pertama.
- Dalam hati sentiasa harap kaum Sevens dapat ditambah di Dungun.
- Peluk peluk cium borak borak sampai terpinggirkan Shairah.
- Hai hai bai bai.
- Mesej Azam, janji jumpa di Khulafa.

Khulafa 7 atas
- Ada Azam, Ooi, Zue & An.
- Seronok borak borak.
- Mamak tu carut apa ntah bila kena marah dengan Shairah dia kasi air salah.
- Seronok borak borak.
- Gaduh gaduh kutuk kutuk.
- Ambil gambar tapi aku tak suka.
- Geram.
- Bayar minum.
- Gerak ke kereta.

Depan rumah Zuheir
- Shairah tumpangkan mereka sampai depan rumah Zuheir.
- Azam, Ooi & Zuheir blah.
- An takut naik kereta yang dipandu perempuan.
- Ekspresi dia comel, konon takut.

Stesen KTM
- Hantar An.
- Borak borak lagi.
- An nak balik Sepang.

Quality Hotel
- Jangan fikir bukan bukan.
- Aku tak buat kerja jahat.
- Pergi tingkat 25 ada Music Box.
- Aku tau, lopek saja.
- Karaoke tak ingat dunia.
- Lepas geram segala.
- Pukul 6 50 gerak pulang.

Sekarang sudah di rumah, atas katil.
Aku penat tapi seronok.


Bila dah seronok tak ingat dunia.
Nak belajarnya bila?!


Apa pun, siapa kata kat Shah Alam takda apa apa?
Jangan nak menyombong sangat kalau anda selalu lepak Times Square, Mid Valley, One Utama, Pyramid dan sebagainya.


Aku bangga aku anak jati Shah Alam! Haha

*walaupun adik aku baru cerita kawan dia kena pau kat PAS, bodoh rempit Shah Alam* -_-"



OH, aku ada persoalan..

Kenapa ya sesetengah orang tak suka bergambar?
Kenapa ya sesetengah orang ubah layanan pada yang istimewa kalau depan kawan kawan dia?
Kenapa ya manusia dah buat satu sama lain terasa tapi tak sedar?
Kenapa ya manusia susah nak tunjukkan walaupun dia suka?
Kenapa ya kadang kadang orang susah nak nak jadi romantik?
Kenapa ya kadang kadang orang cepat bosan dan cepat marah?
Kenapa ya ada yang masih rasa 'ignorance is a bliss'?


Kenapa kenapa kenapa kenapa~~~?

Ya lah, jawapan paling mudah;

"MANA ADA MANUSIA SEMPURNA.."

Yes, I know I know~ *sigh*


Tapi kenapa perlu berbeza kita?
Aku cuma nak ada saat saat yang menyeronokkan dengan kau juga pelbagai gaya dapat ditangkap untuk dijadikan kenangan.
Tapi kau tak macam tu, aku tahu


Entah berapa lama lagi masing masing boleh bertahan..


Aku benci realiti!

The Body Shop Bukit Raja

Went to Jusco, Bukit Raja the past two days meaning on Friday.
Went there with ShieraSharif, the most beloved annoying cousin ever.
We were window shopping most of the time. But somehow I've managed to buy a plain pink T at The Reject Shop & a checkered shirt by Applemints :D Yeay me!
Shiera bought a pair of jeans at PDI. I must say that even though she is an irritating person to be with, I would never get bored hanging out with her :)
She's the bestest best friend I could ever have.

Ok, straight to the point. As we were browsing around the shops, we entered The Body Shop which is located on the ground floor if I am not mistaken.
Went straight in and found two other male customers. The worker who is entertaining them was nice & polite in my opinion as she smiles at me as I walked in.
Then there was this other worker who said welcome to us (Shiera & I) and do nothing else.

Wasn't she suppose to ask us what we need or something?
Yeah, I may dislike people following my butt around the shop waiting for me to pick something.
But, dud please don't make a hatred facial expression. I'll tell you later what expression she made. Then, I tested the Cherry Blossom perfume since I am soooooooooooo damn in love with the scent.
Forced Azam to buy it for me multiple times already, but he kept ignoring me :( HAHA

After trying out the perfume, I went to the 'unattended' worker to ask her if there's any discount for that perfume.
She made that expression AGAIN & just geleng geleng her head & go away. I called her again to ask the real price, she said it was 70 something & left again.
It is not like she is going to do anything else! She just purposely did that because she didn't want to entertain me.

Ok, the expression I said she made was like,

"Heh, do you honestly think you can buy any one of our expensive products? You look like you got no money on you at all."

I may not come from a wealthy family but I have money too at times you know! >.<

Please Malaysians, how are you gonna earn respect from foreigners if you yourselves don't respect the members of your own country?

Bodoh. Booooo The Body Shop Bukit Raja.

Ps. Inilah yang dinamakan, Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga.