So far so good . 2

continued from previous post . . . 

November 10th, 2012

Beautifully arranged, we chose 10.11.12 to finally get married, exactly nine months after our engagement in February.  The plans were made with the consent of both families of course.  Actually, we laid out our future life plan draft long beforehand, even at the beginning phase of our friendship as jokes which in the end, most of them were made true by Him the Almighty :')  I'll save our love story for another entry insyaAllah.  Our akad nikah ceremony went smooth and I was officially Yusry's wife on that day with two lafaz.  I'd dare say our reception was very simple.  However, I must seek forgiveness from some of my friends who came on that day and didn't receive quite a courteous hospitality.  Thanks tho to everyone who came  :)

I'm blessed  :)

The akad nikah and reception of my side were held on the same day at my parents' lovely cozy home in Topaz, Shah Alam.  The reception theme was Pinkie Peach, I think?  Haha. 

Tangga rumah jeww.

And oh, we also had our outdoor photo shoot session done at a small park located close to the court.  Our official photographer was Hariz Yusuf.  I don't think he updates his blog anymore so most of his masterpieces can be viewed here.  More photos can be viewed on my Facebook page, if you can find it ;)

We're not as romantic.  Strictly for photo shoot only :p

November 17th, 2012

Early in the morning, my husband & I were all set & ready to go for our post-wedding photo shoot at Setia City Mall's park as arranged with our photographer.  We were lucky enough to finish the shooting early since at the tip ending of it, the rain started to fall.  Aggressive by seconds!  So we continued some of the shoots inside the mall instead.

Uuu so both of us are so fair, pfft :p

During the rain.

Back home some time in the afternoon, I had to start packing for a few days stay at my in-law's house in Meru since we'll be having another two receptions there later that night and the day after.  Boy I was really nervous.  Regardless of that, I managed to went through things and we were also celebrated lively.  Had to sing hubby a birthday song that night since it was his birthday -___-"  Malu gila wa cakap sama lu amendeee tiba-tiba nyanyi kat public.  My lovely boy turned 28 that day!  No official photos were taken on the 18th, lagipun simple simple sangat majlisnya just to celebrate neighbors, friends, and relatives in a simple ceremony.  I wasn't even wearing proper wedding attire, veil pun malas pakai.  Hehe.

So fugly  T_T  Happy birthday husband!

~ ~  Ouuukay, those were all about my special days I think.  See ya next time!  ~ ~

So far so good .

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. to each and everyone of you who's nice and kind enough to drop by this humble, stranded blog of mine.

I humbly seek apologies from any of my readers (if there's any) for hibernating for so long.  I would say I'm doing Subhanallah and Alhamdulillah perfectly fine all this while despite being tested with several unfortunate events in which I sincerely believe were His blessings upon me to cleanse my sins and wrongdoings (kafarah dosa).

Long story short, here is the chronology of some of my life important events just for simple update :)


February 10th, 2012

I got engaged to the answer of my prayers, Yusry bin Samsuri.  He was 28 and I was only 21, I would say seven years apart is not that much of a gap for us.  It's either I'm too matured for my age, or he's rather childish :p  No lively ceremony whatsoever.  It was simple.  It was short.  Still meaningful.  Only eight (if I'm not mistaken) of his family members came, he was NOT one of them.  Yes, we're old school liddat~~  We didn't make the engagement known to the whole world except for families and close friends. 

More like a discussion  ^.^

July 15th, 2012

This was the date that marked one of the most significant change in my life.  This was the date of my last final examination paper as a Bachelors Degree student in UiTM Terengganu, Dungun.  The memory was as fresh as if it occurred only yesterday.  How I excitedly packed after my three hours Management of Change paper which ended at 12 p.m. to rush driving back home in Shah Alam, while my parents and three of my younger siblings await since the night before.  They came to help me pack as well as to ensure that I will not be driving alone for the almost 5 hours journey.  The feeling was unclear and somewhat mixed between excitedness, happy, anxiety, scared, troubled, etc. etc. toward what awaited me in less than four months after that. 

Final research.

July 28th & 29th, 2012

Attended 'Kursus Kahwin' at Jabatan Agama Islam Selangor (JAIS) with my fiance, who's my husband today of course  :)  It was kind of a bore, somewhat exhausting; putting us in sleepy mode during some of the talks for it was Ramadhan (excuses :p) and also due to the failure of one or two of the speakers to gain our attentions.  Nevertheless, we gained many valuable information.  We were also given little treats for our Iftar, how nice.

Goodie bag with some useful books and pamphlets we received.

August 3rd, 2012

On that blissful Friday, UiTM degree students finally got back their final examination results.  I posted mine few posts back and honestly, I gratefully admit that I couldn't and shouldn't ask for more.  I passed with flying colors; all of which would not became a reality without the support from my parents, family, fiance, lecturers, friends, etc. etc.

Some information must be kept confidential, no?  :p

~ ~ Can't recall everything that has occurred last year.  But I don't think I missed anything crucial.  Oh well, will proceed.  In the next entry, hehe.  ~ ~

Demam!

  

Ngahahah, demam exam la sangat.  Study sikit, lepak banyak.

My towel rack is also my desk!  ^^

Bagus anak dara, sungguh study sampai tak sempat makan.  Pfft

Paper orang lain rasanya dah start hari ni.

All the best kepada yang terlibat dalam menjayakan peperiksaan akhir UiTM semester ini, hihi. 

  

 

Grammar .

  

I'll be frank with you.  I mean you, well anyone of my readers.

I'm not that good in English.  But I like the language.  I really do.  I prefer to speak to myself using the second language whenever I'm alone.  I pretend to express myself more and better that way.  And only my fiance truly understands that each time I'm freaking pissed off with something, I'll use English. 

English is fun.  However, grammar is not really on the same boat for me.  Despite the fact that grammar can be a curse sometimes whenever I'm writing (especially when I thought I used the correct one then the so-damn-intelligent Word underlines it green when I KNOW I HAVE USED IT CORRECTLY curse you Microsoft Word !), I am delighted to take some time to really understands and applies it in my everyday life. 

Learning English is an everyday process.  Oh no, LEARNING is our daily process.  I usually take time to read any English materials everyday.  Just for the fun of it.  Along with the purpose to increase and improve my vocabulary and word structures.  Call me a snob but I am very particular when it comes to the use of proper English even in assignments report writing.  However, it saddens me a bit that I seldom have the time to recheck and proofread most of my group assignments report nowadays.  When I go through the reports after submission I feel like cryingggg ~~ :'(  

Well, whatever it is, we should always open up rooms for improvements especially when it comes to the use of English.   Don't act as if we know everything and would not take any critics and suggestions for answers.  Hey, I can proudly tell you I scored well for my MUET but it doesn't mean I should stop learning and forbid anyone from telling me I used the improper words and incorrect grammar.  Those I loathe the most are people who would not admit their mistakes and correct them.  They will definitely repeat the same mistakes all over again but still, they are the ones who will be complaining one day when some employers wouldn't employ them because of their low English proficiency.  By that time, I wouldn't be there to say "I'VE TOLD YOU!"  Hihi.

Have great days ahead people!

  

 

No ?

What's the use of acting all angelic liddat on Facebook but not on any other social networking sites such as TWITTER?  You can make your profile or tweets or whatever those shits are called private but you can never hide the truth behind that extravagantly fake innocent expressions of yours.

Anddddddd . . . I know you guys will be reading this, so yeah :)  Bulls .

 

Of Engagements, Weddings & Trends .

 
Siapa cakap tunang dan kahwin awal tu sebagai satu trend, dan dia pun menggeletik macam cacing kepanasan nak cepat-cepat tunang kepoh satu dunia dengan cara yang gedik memang nak kena tumbuk.  Nuff said

  

Ps.  Just wait till you go through the hardships.  Trend your head!

 

 

Final Semester .

 

Aku dah kat Dungun sekarang.
Bermulalah fasa 'Hidup segan, mati tak mahu."

Hah?  

Hmm k bye.

 

Kualiti?

 

Orang sekarang lebih prefer blog yang tak reti mengeja dan bajet-bajet saja memang motif setakat nak berlawan follower tanpa ada pengisian yang boleh dibuat berfikir dan dikongsi bersama.  Apalah nasib blog berkualiti seperti Mencari Identiti (ok, perasan gila b*b*!) ni?  Entah.

Takpalah.  Janji jangan blog tu mempunyai pengisian berunsur fitnah dan caci-maki.  Setiap penulis ada cerita mereka dan cara meluahkan serta perkongsian yang tersendiri.  Kan?  :)

 Ps.  Aku nak cuba share link blog aku at least sehari sekali lah kat Facebook.  Ok tak?  Pffftt

  

Dust Bunnies !

 

BANYAKNYA HABUK!

*tiup tiup*lap-lap*

JUMPA LAGI NANTI!

 

Petanda.

 

Nangis banyak pun tak guna.

Kerja lagi banyak, jangan hilang fokus ya!

Dia dah tak nak, jangan ngada-ngada.

Biarkan saja pergi, kalau itu hendaknya.

Ps.  Mata aku ada kutu babi.  Serius

  

 

Siapakah?

Muka tahan nafas tahan perut harus censored.

   

Gediknyaaaa.  Siapakah?  Ha ha ha

Ps.  Tak payah la nak benci-benci, aku tengah bosan ni.  Ngeh ngeh ngeh

  

 

Mari bercerita .

   
Orang malas memang macam ni.  Walaupun esok ada 2 ujian, 1 kuiz, dan 1 pembentangan, diri masih tegar melayari internet dengan penuh bangga.  Markah tak seberapa baru tahu nak mengadu kat bunda -____-"


Takpa la, sikit-sikit saja ni.  Sikit saja nak cerita.  Marilah, marilah bacaaaa *hasut*


Aku baru praktikal dalaman itu hari kat ULPKP (sila rujuk nama penuh pada previous post) selama 3 hari.  Hari terakhir baru diberikan sedikit tugasan menaip.  Kebanyakan masa aku guna untuk layan 9gag dan membuat nota *ehem* .  Mari mari, mari tengok gambar orang gedik :D

Kenapa hari kedua tiada gambar sesetengah daripada anda mungkin bertanya (some of you may ask) ?  Hari kedua praktikal aku jatuh pada hari Khamis, 17 November 2011 di mana pada tarikh tersebut aku dan rakan-rakan telah ditugaskan untuk mengendalikan satu acara explorace yang diberi nama Envi-Hunt.  Maka, sepanjang hari pada tarikh tersebut aku tak dapat punch card masuk pejabat lah.  Pfftt.  Mana ada kena punch card pun >.<


Cerita seterusnya:
Mari ikuti sesi balasan SMS aku bersama abang dan kakak tersayang :')  *sob sob*

Ahad, 20/11/11, 10:06 pagi  (AKU)

"Kt shh alm?  Anta gmbr aisyah plz.  Boring laaaa prktikal kt ofis ni"

Ahad, 20/11/11, 11:27 pagi  (UDA)

"Sori x bls.aisyh tdo.gmba latest"

Ahad, 20/11/11, 11:28 pagi  (AKU)

"Fuiyo muka bdk bijak!  K thanks, hehe"

*dalam hati, menangissss*

Isnin, 21/11/11, 10:23 pagi  (KAK NGAH)

"W/pun demam, tetap tdo penuh b'gaya.. :-) "

Isnin, 21/11/11, 12:09 tengahari  (AKU)

"Bila rsult scan dia kuar?  Ni yg nk blk ni.  Tp byk keje :'( "

Isnin, 21/11/11, 12:35 tengahari  (KAK NGAH)

"Rabu ni nk g jmp Dr lg..discuss hasil scan..kalau rasa2 keje xleh siap, byk masa t'buang kt jln..xpyh la blk dulu..nnt keje xsettle, lg gelabah xtenang nk study"

*menangisssss lagi !*

Ada sesiapa faham perasaan aku sekarang?  Oh jeritan batinku .



Ps.  Aku kena saman sebab memarkir kenderaan di kawasan larangan iaitu parkir staf walaupun tak sampai 45 minit.  Ok yang ini aku tak nak nangis.


 

Selamat pagi !

 
Selamat berpraktikal di Unit Latihan Pembangunan & Kepimpinan Pelajar hari yang terakhir Nurdiyanah.

Awesome kids, Cik Yana misses you guys.

Notice the youngest + smallest among three?  Yeah, she's playing with a gadget alright -___-"


  
 

Bukan .

  

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t.
Macamana nak mula ya.
Lama benar tak bercerita.
Ada pembaca lagi ke?
Ada yang menunggu ke?
Ada peminat ke?

Hmm . . . Persetan.


Bukan tiada cerita gembira,
Sedih sebak tak payah kira,
Secara telitinya saya mengira,
Sudah 41 hari tiada berita.
 

Esok lusa je lah ye!  :D


   

This is random.

• Some people are just not willing to work even a bit towards success, they only wait.

• Dungun is still sombre for me.  Dull, boring.

• Guys do bad mouth about others, and when they do, they're very good at it.

• Even when we got nothing more against this other party, when they still hate you, you will unintentionally hate them back.

• People can hardly cope with changes as soon as within an hour without still feeling uncertainties.

• I miss his scent, his smile, his laughter, his wide forehead, his hair, everything.

• I get annoyed so easy that I don't even realize that I'm making weird faces.

• When your loved ones' in trouble, you'd do all you might to help them.

• Messed up; can't think of any decent birthday presents for him.

• Shopping is just not my game, not currently. 

• I fell in love with his family, so I fell in love with him all over again.

• Peeling off nose pore tape can be very hurtful.

• I've always wanted to try contact lenses.

• Some people just like to make stories about others, for the fun of it.

• I miss my nephew & nieces.  Couldn't bear to kiss them goodbye last Sunday while they were fast asleep.

• Friends can be categorized; best friend, good friend, close friend, happy friend (comes only when you're happy), work friend (comes only when they want your help), etc. etc.

• I love babies & kids up till 12 years of age.  Teens?  They're my pal ;)

• I want to write songs for him, describing how I feel.  But am not that talented *sigh 

• I loathe the sight of women wearing short sleeves with head scarf (no offense, anyone).

• Have to sleep early tonight, class at 8 tomorrow morning.

• And this is totally random, my latest passport photo:

 

Blog ?

   

 
Aku rasa dunia blogging dah kurang sengatnya sebab kurang ikhlas ahlinya.  Orang lagi berlumba nak tambah follower dan penulisan bukan datang dari jiwa.  Bertukar link lebih kepada tujuan untuk berbangga.

Entah, mungkin aku yang kolot orangnya.

  

  

Invisible.

 

I take these pills to make me thin I dye my hair, and cut my skin I tried everything, to make them see me But all they see, is someone that's not me

Even when I'm walking on barb wire Even when I sat myself on fire Why do I always feel invisible, invisible Everyday I try to lock my past Even though inside I'm such a mess Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Here inside, my quiet heart You cannot hear, my cries for help I tried everything, to make them see me But every one, sees what I can't be 

Sometimes when I'm alone I pretend that I'm a queen It's almost believable

 

Skylar Grey - Invisible.

Stereo :)

YUSRY SAMSURI!  I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU!

Teehee :">

xoxo,

Sayang.

Content.

You're never the best.

Semua orang kena sedar diri ni.  Baik lelaki mahupun perempuan.

Aku syukur.  Syukur berkenalan dengan dia.

Aku doa.  Doa insyaAllah dipertemukan jodoh bersama dia.

Aku sedar.  Sedar buruk aku banyak tapi yang nak tetap dia.

Aku sabar.  Sabar ada pelbagai kerenah aku juga dia.

Aku cuba.  Cuba berubah lebih baik demi keluarga dan dia.

Aku tahan.  Tahan mengantuk bila dia tak balik ofis dah pukul 12 pagi oi oi mana kau ni pak cik janggut sejemput oi?!  Tak reti cari rumah keeeee?!  PapaGo ada kut sekarang, jangan cari alasan!  (Eh?  Err, hehe.  Hmm maaf.  Demam ni memang emosi lebih)

Pendek kata, jangan curang ya semua orang.

Any Vacancies Anywhere?

Sekarang most budak-budak U cuti (IPTA), yes I'm aware of that.  Lagi-lagi kalau yang tengah pursue Bachelor or higher education memang sangap habis cuti 4 bulan kan kan kan.  Ye, aku faham.  Macam aku jugak.  Apply untuk intern / temporary position lebih dua tiga la jugak, tapi takda rezeki lagi kut.  Takda kena panggil pun -___-"  Just so if it happens that I'm still unemployed after the school holidays in June, my elder sister asked me to work at her school's koperasi.


Tapi sangap camana pun a no no I would never go against my principle in which, I should never ever click like to any stupid some sort of fan page lah ke community page kat Facebook yang memang nama pun dah terang-terang bodoh.  Ok ok aku faham itu hak korang tapi tak rasa malu ke like benda camtu?


Aaa takpa la, perhaps tak semua orang faham apa aku cuba sampaikan.  But here are some of the lame pages some people in my friend list clicked Like.  No offense! 

• Saya harap awak tau saya still sayangkan awak
• Xnak kaTa apa2x,Hanya Mampu LIKE (".) 
• Tak Mo La Sedey-Sedey Awak~~ Allah Bersama Kita Kan :')
• Pertama Kali Saya Nampak Awak,Saya Rasa Nak Kenal dengan Awak
• Awak !Nak number awak b0le?
• Hahh !! tudia awek cun~ jom jom kacau.
• AGAK-AGAK, BILA KITA BOLEH COUPLE?
• Saya tak bole laa nak komen awak, nanti ade org jeles.
• Uuuuu gangster abang ni~
• ~Sorry!  I Dah Serik Nak Bercinta~
• Bukan Kekasih Namanya Jika Hatinya Tidak Pernah Merindu Dan Cemburu
• AKU Rindu Sayang KAMU
• Tangan ke dada mata ke atas (courtesy of Munira Ramadhan)

+  And oh well, you name the rest.

Hadoihhhh laaaa!  Siap tulisan kecik besar sakai laaaa.  Yang create page tu pun confirm-confirm sangap sangat lah tu takde mende sangat nak buat.  Ahahaha.  Selain itu, ada juga yang sakai buat page quote daripada movie & contestants Maharaja Lawak.

Super Lame-O!

Ok dah cukup gelakkan orang, bye.



Ps.  Ada kerja kosong gaji best tak untuk aku?  Hoho.