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Thursday, May 26, 2011

Any Vacancies Anywhere?

Sekarang most budak-budak U cuti (IPTA), yes I'm aware of that.  Lagi-lagi kalau yang tengah pursue Bachelor or higher education memang sangap habis cuti 4 bulan kan kan kan.  Ye, aku faham.  Macam aku jugak.  Apply untuk intern / temporary position lebih dua tiga la jugak, tapi takda rezeki lagi kut.  Takda kena panggil pun -___-"  Just so if it happens that I'm still unemployed after the school holidays in June, my elder sister asked me to work at her school's koperasi.


Tapi sangap camana pun a no no I would never go against my principle in which, I should never ever click like to any stupid some sort of fan page lah ke community page kat Facebook yang memang nama pun dah terang-terang bodoh.  Ok ok aku faham itu hak korang tapi tak rasa malu ke like benda camtu?


Aaa takpa la, perhaps tak semua orang faham apa aku cuba sampaikan.  But here are some of the lame pages some people in my friend list clicked Like.  No offense! 


  • Saya harap awak tau saya still sayangkan awak
  • Xnak kaTa apa2x,Hanya Mampu LIKE (".) 
  • Tak Mo La Sedey-Sedey Awak~~ Allah Bersama Kita Kan :')
  • Pertama Kali Saya Nampak Awak,Saya Rasa Nak Kenal dengan Awak
  • Awak !Nak number awak b0le?
  • Hahh !! tudia awek cun~ jom jom kacau.
  • AGAK-AGAK, BILA KITA BOLEH COUPLE?
  • Saya tak bole laa nak komen awak, nanti ade org jeles.
  • Uuuuu gangster abang ni~
  • ~Sorry!  I Dah Serik Nak Bercinta~
  • Bukan Kekasih Namanya Jika Hatinya Tidak Pernah Merindu Dan Cemburu
  • AKU Rindu Sayang KAMU
  • Tangan ke dada mata ke atas (courtesy of Munira Ramadhan)
And oh well, you name the rest.

Hadoihhhh laaaa!  Siap tulisan kecik besar sakai laaaa.  Yang create page tu pun confirm-confirm sangap sangat lah tu takde mende sangat nak buat.  Ahahaha.  Selain itu, ada juga yang sakai buat page quote daripada movie & contestants Maharaja Lawak.

Super Lame-O!

Ok dah cukup gelakkan orang, bye.



Ps.  Ada kerja kosong gaji best tak untuk aku?  Hoho.

 

Friday, May 20, 2011

By day ?

  
Nothing can prove how unhealthy and boring my life is other than the fact that I eat due to boredom & sleep 'cause I got (read:  WANT) nothing else better to do.

Well at least that's after I refused to mention about my mood swings & thinking what the heck, I got nothing to lose if I just tell anyway !

Ergh, this is boring !  And I can't stop myself from blaming the swings.  My throat hurt due to constant coughing I guess.  It's killing me even to swallow plain water.  Minor nose bleed occurred earlier this evening, really hates the smell of blood these days.  Not that I've always loved it before, but . . . you got me, don't ya?  Whatever.


Thought of starting a healthy diet but failed in every try.  I almost cried seeing my pictures 1 to 4 years back.  If I felt over sized back then, so what am I now?  A humongous monster?!  T_T

I had Nasi Beriyani + Ayam Madu from Restoran Khalifah for lunch today.  So I thought it should last until tomorrow (eheh, which I, myself doubt) & I'll just eat something light (read:  LESS CARB) for dinner.  That's only what I THOUGHT.  I got hungry by 10 p.m. & also was too bored & couldn't find something more beneficial of my interest to do.

So, I decided to eat by first, raiding the kitchen !

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I want you to know that I had the most sincere intention.  I reminded myself constantly of my target to lose some weight.  That's good right?  At least sincere & good intentions count.

However, my Sir Y messed up my mood for he couldn't leave early yet AGAIN from his office today.  Most likely would spend another one of his nights sleeping (read:  NAPPING) in his office, precisely only in his small workstation.  Not that he would come home to me anyway, but still, it would be nice to talk on the phone getting ready for bed at the same time.

Nevermind that.  All I am trying to say, my mood swung abruptly because of that.  Drama queen much?  Yeah, I know.  Teehee~  Went into the kitchen & found mum doing some cleaning.  She told me there are still a number of polystyrene of Nasi Beriyani left & just as you can tell, I ate it.


Not in full portion but yes, I ate it.
Not that I felt good about it but yes, I ate it.


Some time after 10, I ate high carb food & screwed my so-planned healthy diet.  It's not like I was THAT hungry !  If you know what I mean.  I was just feeling like eating something good, something to chew on just to pass the time.  Instead of spreading some mixed fruit jam on the bread, I chose to be fat & eat the Nasi Beriyani.  And no, I don't need anyone else to remind me how fat I got by day, I can tell that to my self.  How pathetic.


Nasi Beriyani with Ayam Madu & Sirap Cincau.

Apple for dessert. 



Please someone hire me with good pay !  Pleaseeee, I promise I'll work hard :(
I don't wanna rot obese-ly at home !  I wanna have some good office work related experiences.

I don't wanna be the lazy-ass, fat me ever again !  Please >.<


Ps.  I even wrote this entry due to boredom & planned its contents while I was having dinner with Home Alone 2 on.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Bummer.

 
So . . . .
I must admit that my current lifestyle is waaaaaaay too unhealthy. 
I eat too much, shouts a lot, no exercises, none outings planned, bad sleeping routine etc. etc. just name it.

I need to be more productive.
But somehow, even when I'm always thinking about making change,
I'll still end up looking like this:


Fake fake fake -_-"


Lazy looking, paled skin, unhealthy woman wearing perfectly fake smile with sad & swollen pair of eyes.

Luckily the nose bleeds stopped.
Or else I may end up looking like a horrible fat zombie >.<


Yeay!  You stopped!  For good, I hope.


Till then :)  Pray I'll find something better to do, instead of just moaning all day long.

  

DUA RATUS !

Kalau tengok pada rekod entri aku yang dicatat oleh Blogger ni, nukilan entri kali ini adalah entri aku yang ke-200.  Wah, tahniah pada diri sendiri!

Bila fikir balik, apa la yang aku merepek sepanjang 3 tahun dalam dunia blogging ni ek?  Tapi tiada signifikan pun bagi aku di sini.  Takda erti pun seberapa banyak aku punya entri.  Yang penting kualiti penulisan dan identiti diri.  Masih tak ku ketemui.  Wekkk~  Apejadah aku tulis ni >.<


Lantak la ni entri nombor berapa pun aku rasa Blogger kira je semua yang kita pernah tulis baik dalam draft sekalipun.  Aku rasa la.  Aku rasa yang aku publish takda la sampai 200 kut.  Ada yang dah peluh-peluh tulis, bila fikir balik segan pula nak dikongsi.  Ehehe :">


Aa ini sindrom orang dah tak da kerja sangat dah ni namanya.  Takda idea pun sebenarnya nak tulis entri baru.  Tapi tapi tapi, sebab entah laaaaaaaa~  Takda benda sangat nak buat.  Nak tengok movie, takdak mood.  Hmm hmm.


Dah la aku sangat hampa dengan diri sendiri sekarang ni.  Kenapa aku pandai nasihat orang je tapi sendiri tak buat?  Sendiri fail?!  Sendiri malang?!  Kenapaaaa?


Kenapa Izura Ismail, kenapa?!
HAHAHAHA.
 
Pi tidoq la perempuan.  Tak habis-habis malu malu dengan mamat tu.  Kah kah kah.  Pukui ang satgi.  Aku botakkan kau nanti!  Tak payah pi saloon.  

Rindu si baju tidur berseluar singkat di 7 Eleven bandar Dungun!  Mmmmmwaaaa~  Hi hi hi.


Dyana, si penasihat yang fail !

^_^
 

Monday, May 16, 2011

Pai Epal.

Someone made apple pie for my family & I yesterday, woot woot oh how sweet.

Oh well it wasn't really made for us, it was actually for _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  la la la la la la dum dum dum dum ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ tenet tenet tenet tenet wo wo wo wo wo wo ! ! ! ! ! ! ? ? ? ? ? ?


OMG!  Gila dah hilang skill menulis huwaaaaaaaaaaaa apa aku nak cakap sebenarnya ni?  T_T

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AKU SERU SEMANGAT MENULISKU!  KEMBALILAH KEPADAKUUUUU!

. . . . . . . . . .

No?  Oh dear.


Camni la senang cerita.  Encik Y si orang tua datang pukul berapa tah malam semalam rasanya nak dekat midnight juga beri pai epal bertatangkan pinggan Kak Cik dia imported from Meru, Klang walaupun dia janji dalam setengah jam sampai tapi rasanya sampai sejam dah aku menunggu sempat jua habiskan tonton filem The Lovely Bones buat sakit hati tengok atuk tua psiko -_-"


Pai sangat sedap tapi masam sedikit.  Tu la, sombong lagi beli epal hijau US.  Keh keh keh.  Nevertheless, the dough not bad, layan jugak makan.  Terima kasih daun keladi, lepas ni nak yang lebih best lagi.  Hoho.  Jap, kenapa bukan awek yang masak-masak nak ngorat hati pakwe ni?  Ish, buruk perangai. 


Dia buat untuk ibunda dia sebenarnya, tapi dia nak berlagak sweet bagi awek rasa jua pai epalnya maka saya terima dengan hati terbuka.  Pakwe jenis apa tah saja bagi awek makanan lewat malam, kata suruh kurus!  Haiyaaaa >.<


Terima kasih adik-beradik Encik Y yang awesome riuh turut membantu sama :)
Terima kasih lagi dan lagi encik walaupun awak asyik buat saya bad mood start dari pagi hari lagi menyesal dah tak nak kejut lagi lepas ni.  Bye


Pai yang dah tinggal separuh dilahap Fauzi, eh, kami :D


Ps.  Selamat Hari Ibu & Hari Guru sekaligus boleh tak?  Pertama kali pecah tradisi tak melawat sekolah kembali untuk sambutan Hari Guru selepas 3 tahun berturut.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Chance.

   
Ada tak sesiapa faham perasaan seorang kakak yang menahan sebak bila adik lelaki kesayangan mengadu sedih apabila permohonan masuk ke UPU nya tidak berjaya?  Dia terdiam, aku terdiam.  Kami jauh.  Talian telekomunikasi saja yang dapat menghubungkan kami.

Dan ada tak sesiapa faham perasaan seorang kakak yang rasa tak berguna bila tak dapat memberi kata-kata semangat kepada adiknya?  Kerana dia turut hampa.  Bukan adiknya tidak bijak tapi mungkin rezeki belum ada.


Muhammad Firdaus Md Yunus.


Aku tahu, tiada yang mengerti perasaan aku saat ini.  Ya Allah, kau bantulah dia ya Allah.  Aku tahu dia seorang anak, adik, abang, rakan, saudara, dan hambaMu yang baik ya Allah.  Berilah dia peluang.  Aku yakin dia boleh berjaya.

Aku sayang kau.


  

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Growth & Diversification.

  

Aku masih tak faham kenapa setiap bulan majalah Remaja akan promosi blog-blog orang tak reti mengeja dan cerita hidup mereka semata!  Tsk tsk tsk, sungguh tak berkembang.  Contoh yang entah hape buat remaja.


 
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