Final Semester .

 

Aku dah kat Dungun sekarang.
Bermulalah fasa 'Hidup segan, mati tak mahu."

Hah?  

Hmm k bye.

 

Siapakah?

Muka tahan nafas tahan perut harus censored.

   

Gediknyaaaa.  Siapakah?  Ha ha ha

Ps.  Tak payah la nak benci-benci, aku tengah bosan ni.  Ngeh ngeh ngeh

  

 

Bukan .

  

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t.
Macamana nak mula ya.
Lama benar tak bercerita.
Ada pembaca lagi ke?
Ada yang menunggu ke?
Ada peminat ke?

Hmm . . . Persetan.


Bukan tiada cerita gembira,
Sedih sebak tak payah kira,
Secara telitinya saya mengira,
Sudah 41 hari tiada berita.
 

Esok lusa je lah ye!  :D


   

This is random.

• Some people are just not willing to work even a bit towards success, they only wait.

• Dungun is still sombre for me.  Dull, boring.

• Guys do bad mouth about others, and when they do, they're very good at it.

• Even when we got nothing more against this other party, when they still hate you, you will unintentionally hate them back.

• People can hardly cope with changes as soon as within an hour without still feeling uncertainties.

• I miss his scent, his smile, his laughter, his wide forehead, his hair, everything.

• I get annoyed so easy that I don't even realize that I'm making weird faces.

• When your loved ones' in trouble, you'd do all you might to help them.

• Messed up; can't think of any decent birthday presents for him.

• Shopping is just not my game, not currently. 

• I fell in love with his family, so I fell in love with him all over again.

• Peeling off nose pore tape can be very hurtful.

• I've always wanted to try contact lenses.

• Some people just like to make stories about others, for the fun of it.

• I miss my nephew & nieces.  Couldn't bear to kiss them goodbye last Sunday while they were fast asleep.

• Friends can be categorized; best friend, good friend, close friend, happy friend (comes only when you're happy), work friend (comes only when they want your help), etc. etc.

• I love babies & kids up till 12 years of age.  Teens?  They're my pal ;)

• I want to write songs for him, describing how I feel.  But am not that talented *sigh 

• I loathe the sight of women wearing short sleeves with head scarf (no offense, anyone).

• Have to sleep early tonight, class at 8 tomorrow morning.

• And this is totally random, my latest passport photo:

 

Bummer.

 
So . . . .
I must admit that my current lifestyle is waaaaaaay too unhealthy. 
I eat too much, shouts a lot, no exercises, none outings planned, bad sleeping routine etc. etc. just name it.

I need to be more productive.
But somehow, even when I'm always thinking about making change,
I'll still end up looking like this:

Fake fake fake -_-"

Lazy looking, paled skin, unhealthy woman wearing perfectly fake smile with sad & swollen pair of eyes.

Luckily the nose bleeds stopped.
Or else I may end up looking like a horrible fat zombie >.<

Yeay!  You stopped!  For good, I hope.

Till then :)  Pray I'll find something better to do, instead of just moaning all day long.

  

Malas @ Tak Suka?

 

Ahh, pagi-pagi nyaman burung berkicau kesejukan ni kenapa la aku tak tidur je?  Matahari pun tak nampak cahaya.  Hmm.  Niat nak jogging terpaksa dibantutkan.  Sejuk-sejuk macam ni buat hati aku pun macam ais, sombong dan tak berperikemanusiaan.  Hmph

Aku tak suka benda yang rumit.  Daripada aku layan benda rumit baik aku usahakan benda tak rumit, kan?

Contoh benda rumit 1:

Kemas meja belajar.

Contoh benda tak rumit 1:

Mengadap laptop.

Haa nampak tu, daripada susah payah sapu kulat atas meja tu baik guling-guling atas katil layan laptop yang dah takda cooler ni.  Ayah, if you're reading this, you know what to do ;p

Contoh benda rumit 2:

Mandi.

Contoh benda tak rumit 2:

Salin mana yang patut.

Aduh memang rumit betul la mandi tu bagi aku.  Dah la kena berkemban, toilet kat luar bilik pulak tu.   Baik la aku chilling je dalam bilik salin je mana patut sambil selubung selimut walaupun dah pukul 8 lebih dah.  Gila apa nak mandi hujan-hujan camni?!  Mau jadi ais darah aku.

Contoh benda rumit 3:

Layan perasaan sedih mengenang nasib.

Contoh benda tak rumit 3:

Online shopping.

Peh peh pehh, gua dah la tengah sentap ni.  Sampai off hp semalaman bagai.  Bangun pagi nak solat hampir syuruk pulak tu, pastu rasa macam bodoh je mengada-ngada nak emosi sendiri.  Ahh memang shopping terapi terbaik.  Biar la aku window shopping je pun.  Ke kau nak bagi aku duit?  Ceh, tak dapatnye non!  Merayap pergi Kerteh sedap jugak ni, pekena muvi satu!

Contoh benda rumit 4:

Jaga hati orang.

Contoh benda tak rumit 4:

Jaga hati sendiri.

Haa yang ni lu pikir ah sendiri.  Apa kejadah kita je kena mengalah.  Bosan weh

Contoh benda rumit 5:

Bukak window Mozilla Firefox banyak-banyak.

Contoh benda tak rumit 5:

Bukak tab kat satu window Mozilla Firefox banyak-banyak.

Lu orang suka yang macamana?  Bagi aku window banyak-banyak serabut.  Lantak ah nanti window aku jadi slow pun sebab bukak tab banyak sangat.  Janji ease & smooth kata orang kampung web surfing aku.  Kalau tab tu saling berkaitan kan ke lagi mudah aku nak refer sebelah-sebelah je.

Contoh benda rumit 6:

Keluar bilik tengok tv.

Contoh benda tak rumit 6:

Duduk bilik tengok muvi.

Satu hal pulak aku nak bangun dari katil 2 tilam aku ni, bukak pintu, melangkah pergi ruang tamu tu.  Lagi best aku tengok muvi yang tak pernah tengok dalam laptop ni dah peram macam jeruk.  Tak pun cari video lawak bodoh Johan & Zizan kat YouTube caro gak.

Contoh benda rumit 7:

Buang air besar.

Contoh benda tak rumit 7:

Err . . . 

Argh, dems.  Tak tahan.  Rumit ke tak kena buat jugak.  Hai, baru balik dari toilet ni :">

Contoh benda rumit 8:

Balas mesej panjang-panjang.

Contoh benda tak rumit 8:

Cukup sekadar menjawab soalan.

HAHAH, okay ini jahat gila -_-"  Takda mood la bro.  Sentap gua tak habis lagi.

Contoh benda rumit 9:

Cari makanan.

Contoh benda tak rumit 9:

Tak payah makan.

Peh peh pehh, ini memang paling mudah.  Terperap dalam bilik ngadap laptop ni bukan ingat sangat nak makan (ceh, ye ke?)  Rumit tau tak nak selongkar dapur tu?  Itu pun kalau ada benda nak masak.  Kalau takda, kena keluar cari makanan pulak.  Bar minyak kereta tinggal 2 je tu.  Haa kau nak isikan? Tak dapatnye non!  Aku agak-agak nak gastrik nanti aku kebas ah Maggi ke Mamee housemate aku.

Contoh benda rumit 10:

Berfikir.

Contoh benda tak rumit 10:

Tidur.

Tapi payah gak, sebab aku ni budak cerdas kan.  Tidur pun boleh berfikir, pfftt.  Ahh janji aku tidur takda la aku nangis.  Ni fikir-fikir macam nak meneran nangis pulak tahan-tahan tak chantek jugak.  Baik tidur en.  Cuaca pun layannn.  Kau ingat senang ke nak fikir tulis entri kali ni?!  Hmph, suka buat aku emosi.  Dah ah, malas layan korang.

Konklusinya aku ni betul-betul tak suka atau pemalas semata-mata?  Hmm

  Dah lu ni pehal?  Entri gua kalerful pun nak jadi isu ke?!  Dasar manusia

Ps.  Ahaha baru sekarang korang tau aku ada masalah mental sebenarnya.  Dems, habis menulis je aku rasa kebulur gila.  Tu ah, bongkak & takabur lagi. Hehe. 

Off day.

Seghabut molep mg Dee.  Hoho

Bangun lebih kurang 20 minit sebelum Syuruk bukanlah suatu perkara yang baik bagi aku.  Bayangkan ya, ya cuba cuba, cuba la, tolong la bayangkan!  Ish.  Aku yang sebesar manusia normal yang berisi gebu tersentak daripada tidur serius tersentak habis macam terloncat sikit dari katil bila tengok jam telefon bimbit sudah jam 6:38am terjerit kecil comel ahai cek mek molek cantik sangat pun zzz terjerit, "Ya Allah, lambatnya aku bangun!"  Memang terbukti aku bukan night person.  Nak cuba gatal gatal tidur jam 2 lebih sekali-sekala pun sudah tak mampu untuk bangun mengikut waktu kebiasaan T_T

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed buat aku jadi malas sangat.  Dah la tidur dalam mood yang kurang enak, ya lah, semakin hari ada saja perkara yang membuatkan self-esteem, self-efficacy & self-evaluation aku merudum teruk.  Rancangan Malaysia ke-48 tak terlaksana untuk mengulangkaji di perpustakaan hari ini, nawaitu untuk menggoreng nasi yang lazat terbantut.  Hmm, macam ada serba tak kena.  Sudah la asyik meratapi nasib malang tiada yang mahu.  Ahh sudah, abaikan

Tapi Alhamdulillah langit tak selalu mendung apabila aku diberikan rezeki yang banyak pada hari ini :)  Seawal jam 7 pagi ibu menghantar pesanan ringkas daripada Kota Makkah bertanya khabar, senyuman terukir di bibir.  Aku titipkan pesanan kepada rakan belajar, Rokiah Ali untuk membelikan sekeping roti canai kosong bersama roti telur memandangkan beliau ingin keluar bersarapan bersama 'cikgu' komandernya.  Pesanan itu tidak memerlukan aku untuk membuat bayaran apabila telah ditanggung beres oleh 'cikgu' itu :D  At least berisi juga perut di awal pagi.  Eh, perut aku memang banyak isi.  Pfft

Sesudah azan Zohor berkumandang, di mana masa sebelumnya aku habiskan dengan menonton Kamen Rider W semata, segera aku keluar kamar untuk ke tandas menyempurnakan wudhuk ku.  Sentakan bak halilintar kali kedua apabila jiran rumah depan datang mengetuk sliding door bersama anak kecilnya.  Segeraku masuk semula ke kamar, menyarungkan seluar yang lebih sopan panjangnya & mengambil kunci di atas meja belajarku.  Hati berbunga, tidak perlu pening memikirkan masakan tengah hari, kerana ku telah diberikan lontong pula :)  Terima kasih akak jiran depan rumah yang masih saya lupa bertanya nama.  Lepas ni saya masak Egg Drop Soup & Crab Meat untuk dipulangkan bekasnya ya.



Apabila emosi aku tak tenteram, baru aku sedar aku lebih suka membuang masa memakan & membuang angin.  Just seperti tadi, hue hue.  Aku memandu dengan kelajuan santai 60 - 85 km/jam melalui jalan pantai untuk ke pekan Sura Gate.  Ingin membeli sabun cuci pinggan kononnya.  Tapi ternyata emosiku hanya boleh dipujuk dengan membeli alat solek yang konfirm takkan diguna -_-"  Pembaziran, tsk.  Oh para pembaca kalaulah ada, di sini aku ingin bertanya.  Apakah wajahku persis orang terlalu dewasa?  (taknak cakap tua tu ;p)  Memandangkan aku jarang-jarang mendapat panggilan 'Dik' pabila di mana-mana.  Hanya 'Kak' menjadi panggilan setia.  Sedih, sila perhati.  Ya, sila sila.  Inilah wajah aku pergi ke pekan tadi.  Macam ni lah tadi, serius macam ni takda lainnya.  Tua kah?

Baiklah.  Aku faham kata hati korang.  Tua la tu >.<

Patut pun tiada yang mahu.  Hmph.  Ahh lelaki, tau nak perempuan yang tau ayat manis je.  Nak yang nampak macam kurus je.  Nak yang free hair je.  Nak yang sosial je.  Aku yang gemuk gedempol tendang masuk gol macam ni memang takda can la.  Blah la!
Tak mengapa, aku anggap saja aku matang orangnya.


Ahh.  Perut kenyang sudah dengan lontong.  Masa untuk beauty sleep.

How You Love Me Now Pt 2

Macam dah lama gila je aku tak update post kat sini. Mungkin sebab macam dah lama sangat aku tak spend masa untuk mengadap laptop aku yang makin hari gila teruk virus nak update tak menyempat sambil malas.
Post kali ni tolong abaikan bahasa rojak aku sebab tengah takde mood nak tulis cun cun punya

Aku risau gila bila fikir aku ni makin malas semester ni. Tidur tunggang-langgang, gosok baju ikut suka dah takde gosok sekali banyak satu masa, buku tak pernah sentuh kecuali masa dalam kelas, handphone macam 24 jam dalam tangan tapi bukan mesej dengan boyfriend pun
Sumpah! Aku risau gila babi.

Aku macam suka amik kisah pasal hal orang lain yang tak sepatutnya aku amik kisah. Aku get jealous over someone yang tak pernah buat salah dengan aku; sebagai contoh, dia cantik member aku suka dia aku jealous aku marah rasa nak merajuk ok balik tidur. Hmm cane tu?

Aku makin rimas kalau orang tu cerita pasal orang yang dia suka, tapi aku macam gila annoyed dengan orang yang dia suka tu. Takkan aku macam nak, "Err hey, u need to stop. I hate that person, thank you very much" Haa macam jahat gila en aku kalau wat macam tu? Dah tu cane ni?

Rasanya macam makin hari aku makin tak reti nak jaga hati orang. Aku cakap dah makin lepas. Mencarut makin rancak. Sumpah! Aku risau gila. Aku dah la tak ramai kawan, memang makin sepi ah hidup kalau aku tak pandai jaga diri. Ayah cakap blogging ni macam bodoh je sebab kita cerita pasal diri kita. Kadang-kadang ada gak rasa macam tu, macam pathetic gila pulak aku ni sampai semua benda nak cerita dengan harapan ada orang nak baca

Korang tau tak aku macam excited gila kalau Followers aku bertambah? Gila sedih en? HAHA. So aku memang gila thanks kat orang-orang yang setia baca blog aku. Walaupun sumpah aku rasa aku punya blog langsung tak leh celen blog Hanis Zalikha. Aku suka baca blog dia kalau terluang masa, aku rasa dia cool.

Kadang-kadang en, aku naik meluat bila orang mula kecoh-kecoh pasal penggunaan Facebook. Jelak gila. Sama jelak macam bila semua orang nak kecoh bila Yuna femes. Macam semua nak rebut dia yang minat Yuna dulu. Tak pun Zee Avi. Aku takde masalah dengan diorang, sumpah tak. Cuma haa errm, ye lah. Korang faham en? Oh sikit-sikit bila online, "Eh, aku nak update la kat FB. Aku takleh kalau tak online sebelum tidur ni" Haihh, rimas wehh. Korang takde life sangat macam aku ke sampai nak batak batak benda yang dah hampir lapuk dah pun?

Aku tak suka diri aku sendiri sebab senang je terpengaruh dengan orang. Aku boleh layan orang mintak nasihat pasal cinta, pasal member, tapi aku sendiri korup! Cane ntah. Aku rasa macam nak je lari jauh-jauh sampai memang aku tak larat lari dah. Tapi kena ada orang ikut la, nanti dah pengsan susah pulak kalau sorang-sorang.

Aku suka mengharap benda/orang yang aku takkan dapat duh. Aku rasa bodoh gila. Tapi bodoh-bodoh pun aku adalah kawan baik diri sendiri. Takkan aku nak benci diri plak en, bangang la tu. Eh tapi kat atas aku tulis aku tak suka diri aku. Hmm cane ni?! Takpe lah, yang penting aku tak keluri lagi yang mana patut dibenci-i. MUJURNYA

Bodoh tak kalau aku selalu suka-suka nak bagi hadiah/something kat orang yang aku sayang tanpa alasan kukuh? Tapi mungkin gak aku buat macam tu supaya dia sayang aku lebih. Hmm cane? Still bodoh ke?

Oh aku susah dah nak bercerita rahsia kat lelaki kecuali abang-abang aku. Aku dah payah nak percaya lelaki kat sini sebab aku tau dah diorang pun pandai gosip! Benci betul aku. Cerita litar tertutup pun orang luar boleh tau. So, jangan ingat lelaki tak pandai bergosip. Bapok betul


Eh, jangan salah faham. Aku takde pape against orang lembut/nyah. Tapi AKAN jadi against kalau dia mula menggedik-gedik dengan lelaki sejati. Kalau lelaki sejati tu yang kacau siap nak raba-raba, memang dia lah yang kurang siuman. Hmm

Aku risau banyak benda ni. Taktau mana nak mula dulu. Hmm mungkin boleh mula dengan membunuh perempuan yang nama Nadia tu. Hmm ok gak tu! Haizz, bijak betul aku. Takpe lah, sebelum aku bunuh orang kena tidur dulu. Baru ada tenaga esok nak menapak jumpa dia. Dinosaur punya orang!

How You Love Me Now

So it's 12:53 am. Freaking tired. Today was a very exciting plus tiring plus lonely plus 'miserable at best' plus unfortunate day ever for me. Ask me why please. It's okay, I'll still tell. Just got back to the room around 11 something. Yeah, at night. I am sorry Mum if you're reading this, I know how much you hate it when I go out until late at night, but still, I was just going out for some recreation since it has been forever since I last do sports. I missed my younger brothers & sister so much & I feel very lonely every time I reminiscence the time when I'm at home during the holidays, how eager Fahmi the youngest was asking me to play some badminton with him. So I took the advantage of tomorrow's holiday by playing some badminton & squash in a hall at the stadium.

Honestly, that was the first time ever I've been in there even though I've already been staying at this dungeon for more than a year. It was fun, sprained the ankle a little bit. Feeling sore here & there but still, I had a great time; went there with the roommate Fatin Dalila & met up with some boyfriends.

Because girls are supposedly to be shy around boys, so yeah I was too. Play just a game or two for the badminton since the hall was dominated by boys. Oh and of course some of them are superb hot too! :) Oh well, just scratch that.

Earlier this evening, I failed to step on a stair & fell over. And guess what? I got this huge bruise on my left knee! It hurts so much & make it difficult for me to pray & accomplish & complete my daily routines.

_________

If there are actually any readers for the blog, I'm very thankful & can you at least give your opinions on my little perception towards the huge human race called male? It'll be much appreciated. It's okay enough if you already took your time to read this long post.

To Aisyah Rozi, please note that I'm not writing this in continuation of your post, to plagiarize your topic or anything. This is something that has just occurred to someone I know very well.

It may be me, or even you!

So here it goes.
How can guys be 'in love' with more than one girl in a moment? Yeah I know girls tend to have over passionate feelings like that too but the term 'PLAYBOY' is much more commonly used than the playgirl. Men are sweet talkers, correct? They can say all these charming words towards a girl but the next thing you know, he'll be sleeping in bed with other girl. They just have this kinda soft tongue & just know the right words to say, the right lies to convey. I tell you, it's very rare for young adult men to be so sensitive & caring & sensible & loyal towards a girl nowadays. Oh well I know it's the same goes to the girls too.

How do you feel when the guy who showed his very deep interest in you this morning; calling you dear, hold your hand, display a very sweet smile that may raise you up into the sky & those & that, but later that very evening you found out that he's doing & saying the same to another girl? I've been through that I tell you. NO LIE.

What is that for actually? To show how 'macho' he is, if he can get as many babes as he wants? To show how girls are easily falling in & out of love? Let me tell you something guys, love is not something that you can make a fool out of. Why should you play the innocent girls' feelings with all those crappy disgusting as-if-they-are-sweet words?! No doubt men are better off as the meanest creature on earth more than women.

Please don't disregard me as a sexist. Because of course, I'm not. I'm mad. Seriously, I'm feeling that certain men still think women are 'something' that they can play with. Something that will not last for long. You make this girl feel very special & unique. But have you ever think what will happen when one day the secret you've been hiding from everyone eventually burst out? Even if you have FOUR lovely babes you've secured with your words & smile but not with your heart, you will of course lose all of them as time passes by.

Don't go round telling your friends that you're in pursuit of this girl or that girl. Don't repeat it to her how cute you think she is or stuffs like that, which can make the girl feel very much appreciated & loved, if you are not actually interested in her. That will only crash all her hopes & dreams IF she IS interested in you too.

Guys. Oh, or is it just one of your way to find the perfect match for you? Who's the nice one, who's the bitchiest, who's the smartest or who's the dumbest to fell into your trap? Is that just it?! A stupid game you guys created? Well it's not fun at all. You'll be building this huge mountain of hope for the girls but the next thing YOU & EVERYONE know you were just fooling around just to fill your past time.

I just feel a little emotional tonight/morning. It could have been because I woke up around 6 something in the morning & still hasn't get any sleep or even nap throughout the day. But as I speak/type, I am sure I am not crappy or drunk or high on drugs.

Please guys, I dare begging you & even kneel down in front of you. Just don't say you like more than one girl & flirt with each & everyone of them everyday & every minute through SMS but you have no intention whatsoever to have a serious or steady relationship. There's nothing wrong if you just confess your passionate feelings to the girl that you like or perhaps even love her!

There's this one thing about girls; they really hate being made as 'toys'. Because when they knew, they'll come & haunt you no lie no lie since revenge is as sweet as honey bee. This is something I wrote based on experience.

Call me a conservative but I still think most girls love to be loved & declaring a serious relationship is very important. Dishonesty is something to loathe! I'm sick of you. I'm sick of your act of concern towards me. I'm sick of your lies when you say you gave no hope to any of your girlfriends. You're super duper dumb if you think I will never manage to know what's in your mind! What's behind that charming smile! What's undercover the flirting eyes! You never know about me. Please, if I'm a friend, you should treat me as one, but not as the 4th girl of your dream! Now you guys know *sigh*

++ Thanks dear brother for pointing out that girls always get the wrong impression when guys are just trying to be nice :) It's true indeed. But there are certain limits that guys should obey.

Warga UiTM

Salam.
Kepada pelajar baru, selamat menempuhi alam universiti
Kepada pelajar lama, selamat kembali ke kampus masing-masing


Cerita sama, keluh-kesah pun sama
Betapa rasa beratnya nak balik 'kampung halaman' semula
Betapa gelisahnya fikir cabaran yang bakal tiba

Sabtu insyaAllah aku gerak ke sana
Benci, tak suka, rimas semua ada.
Mak kata, "Awak jangan nak ngada-ngada!"


Tak sampai dua hari sahaja lagi yang tinggal untuk habiskan masa di rumah.
'Aisyah, ya 'Aisyah Raihana confirm rindu gila-gila
Oh bencinya, kenapa Dungun tu jauh sangat!


Aku malas kemas barang, tak pernah suka!
Benda paling membazir masa bagi aku, HAHA
(walaupun aku tahu sebenarnya online online apa kejadah ni lagi bazir masa. ARRRGHH! lantak ah)



Tadi terjumpa ini. Di kala cuti semester baru bermula kalau tak silap.
Zaman tidur lambat, chatting dengan kekasih oh-so-seronok
Lihat betapa noobnya dia jauh beza betul markah dengan aku.
Rindu gila-gila :D
Takpa lah, dia pun warga UiTM juga. Doakan semua ok untuk dia di Sri Iskandar sana


Azam masih menjalani MMS (Minggu Mesra Siswa). Kasihan betul
Dapat berbicara sebentar tadi. Dapat paksa dia hantar gambar dengan baju batik Mim tu.
Haa budak-budak UiTM wajib tahu. Baju panas kain langsung tak serap peluh! Ketiak basah pun boleh nampak
Tapi aneh, Azam kata kainnya ok sahaja. Tidak adil, mesti material kainnya sudah ditukar!
Bapok betul Azam tu >.<


Penyakit kulit belum pulih lagi.
Aku harap Semester 3 ni baik-baik sahaja dan segala urusan aku dipermudahkan, insyaAllah.

DON'T BLUFF!

This is the one and only reason why I dislike being home; laziness.
Golek golek saja jadi manusia tak berguna.

Hai! Yes, I'm home :) In Shah Alam. Where I should always be. Have been stranded in Dungun for more than a month since the last holiday.

Here's the thing. I arrived in/at Shah Alam as the clock showed the time was almost 12 noon. My daddy arrived at Dungun to pick me up around 6 IN THE MORNING! Isn't he the coolest dad ever? ;)

He drove all the way from Shah Alam to Dungun and back to Shah Alam again and we only stopped several times for toilet. Later at 2 pm daddy went to his office and still hasn't return. Wow, he is cool and tough at the same time! :D Daddy, I love you!! *tettt off topic*

Ok. Erm. Because of the long journey, my body is still sore and tired from sitting in the car for too long. Plus my neck aches since I sleep very very very very senget towards my dad sampai dia kena tolak my head. God, that was embarrassing! Eventhough he IS my dad, but still.. Dyda witnessed the whole incident since she was at the backsit. I'll kill you Dyda! HAHA *tettt tettt tettt lagi*

Don't bluff. Hmm what about it. Ok. I'm very tired and SLEEPY. I wasn't lying when I told my mum I need a sleep thus I send my beloved niece, Nur 'Aisyah Raihana back downstairs so that I can sleep soundly katanya. But since I'm home, and sangap for internet, and we have wireless internet connection, and I have my own laptop and etc. etc., I've used the entire evening (around 4 up till now) to surf the internet. HAHA. Now I feel guilty because I didn't help my mum in handling the active rascal ('Aisyah) or any other chores. I even still haven't wash my mangkuk for bubur pulut hitam yet. That means I lied to my mum, ADUYAI! Just now around 7.15 pm my mum called my cell to wake me up because she thought I was sleeping!

GUILTY AS CHARGED! >.<

Sorry mak! Ampun.. Now padan muka diri sendiri. I'm still tired, got lots of assignments to do, bilik sepah macam hanj, toilet kotor licin jatuh boleh mati.

MALAS MALAS MALAS!

The moral of the story is; don't bluff/lie/dan yang sewaktu dengannya. To your mum especially! Lalala.

Ps. Surf the internet = Myspace-ing, blogging, online window shopping, music downloading.