Each and every time I enter the classroom, I will feel something different.
Something so scary, tiring & heavy at the same time.
I feel like I'm carrying a burden; of all the problems in the world.
I always feel tired & scared not to succeed in this field I'm running on.
Dad once told me that nothing in this life will get easier.
Each and every semester I'll face new challenges & need to learn new lessons.
This semester is no exception.
I got scared of the subject English for Academic Purposes.
I got butterfly in my stomach just by hearing the Introduction to Business Mathematics subject.
I got worried if I will ever master the Mandarin Language.
I got headache just by thinking how tricky the subject Bahasa Melayu Pengurusan Pejabat might be.
I need guidance. I need the spirit to study.
I need to score just like the semester before.
Perhaps I shouldn't push myself too hard.
Trust me, I don't want to repeat any subjects just like any other sane person.
I really want to make my parents proud of me.
Especially my dad, since he has gone through hardships to bring up the family & sending me to this dungeon not only time consuming for him but also a huge sum of money is involved.
Dear my friends & family,
please pray for me :')
I miss you guys